life wasn't too attractive . . .

2012-02-11T02:14:00.001+08:00

2012-02-08T01:58:00.003+08:00

"Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me"

"When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding"

2012-02-07T02:41:00.001+08:00

2012-02-07T02:40:00.000+08:00

2012-02-07T02:04:00.001+08:00

ayyyyyyyyyy
i shud go for intern on 15.2 !
but then a letters for intern from college said that
will start on MARCH

today is 7.2!
wtf should i do for the nex 23 days!

alahaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
aku kalau boleh lagi cepat lagi bagus
kalau start bulan 3 means it will end on JUNE

june ABG Aku kawin!
x kan aku x pergi, WTH lah..

saje je mintak jauh, nak lari dari semua
-masalah
-orng

JAUH PERJALAN LUAS PEMANDANGAN. KAN?

tmtp tu 45 minutes dari penang. okay mkanan yg aku nak mkn dari dulu
bakal aku makan. HAH ayah super skema

AKU NAK PASEMBOQ!

Mintak2 la di permudahkan, dpt la tmpt practical tu.
walaupun kawn ckp hostel untuk lelaki dia dah x sedia kan ,
sbab previous budak intern yg duduk situ die kate bwat perangai.

HADOI. kalau x dah bleh jaln kaki je pergi kerja.
PULAK TU ELAUN x jadi kasi pulak. hahah baru nak top up tabung ipad aku yg baru ade 200 LOL

tapi die kate masa last day nnti die ade la bagi tips, adeh x pe lah
senanye tujuan utama nak pergi jauh2, nak cari penglaman tmpt orng
kwan aku kat sini pun dah 2 orng pergi sabah.

x sabar nak pergi, at the same time masih berdebar.
apa yg akan aku tempuhi nanti. -_-

2012-02-01T22:58:00.001+08:00

masa untuk berubah. *masuk ni da brape kali ckp nk berubah hahah* lmao -,,-
dgn apa yg aku ada skarang dan apa yg aku nak.
x mungkin akan kekal.

to YOU. me fckin love you.
if i have to choose a million dollars or you.
im gonna choose u.
cause u are one in a million

if moon are high in the sky.
my love to you is LIMITLESS

but..
whats the point to loving someone that dint love you.

DEAR GOD
tunjukkan kan aku yg die bukan untuk aku.
aminn

2012-01-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

dgn sape aku nak cite nih.
T_T

2012-01-29T04:45:00.000+08:00

I wish I could give you my pain just for one moment. Not to hurt you but rather so you can finally understand, how much you hurt me.

ehh...

2012-01-29T04:43:00.001+08:00

abg aku da tunang.
akak aku ade bf
adik aku ade gf
AKU? haha -,,-

ummm.
malang gila nasib, bukan kali pertama ni di perbodoh kan oleh pempuan
tsk tsk tsk.
mungkin aku yg terasa lebey. tapi....

mana tak nya. kalau dah hari2 kluar berdua.
i u, awk sye, pagi petng siang malm msg.
makan minum sepak trajang wayang gelak nangis.
SEMUA NYE BERDUA. bukan 1 -2 hari, hampir hari2 dkat berbulan.
x ke diri ni rase, KAU TU AKU PUNYE.

kau pulak layan mcm nak best,
adei. kalau x kau yg start layan aku mcm tu,
x kan la aku nak buat bodoh je,mesti la aku treat kau
mcm mana kau treat aku..

aku ni baik sngt degn orng kot
sampai bole di pijak2, di bodoh2 kan mcm tu je
sampai masa di tinggal kan, bukan 1,2 kali,
x teringat dah berapa kali.

aku bole rase semacam yg kau ni nak bagi harapan.
kalau aku bwat x tau, mmg nye mcm x de perasaan ke ape aku ni?

tapi pikir2 balik, aku ni tmpt orng luah kan perassaan je kot,
n tempat nak hilang kan rasa sedih yg lepas,
tapi bila dah ada yg lain,
aku ni terkapai2,
tu yg rasa mcm di perbodohkan,
berkali-kali.

#LIFE WASNT TOO ATTRACTIVE :)

2012-01-29T03:49:00.000+08:00

sedarlah!!

die bukan untuk aku!

fffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

#foreveralone . weeee ( :

2012-01-27T05:50:00.002+08:00

"Still you call me to walk On the edge of this world
To spread my dreams and fly But the future’s so far
My heart is so frail, I think I’d rather stay inside"

2012-01-26T04:51:00.001+08:00

LOL :P

2012-01-26T04:26:00.001+08:00

2012-01-19T11:45:00.000+08:00

iyeayyyyyyyyy
sakit kaki dtg balik
1 hari x tdo
seronok-nye

2012-01-18T04:08:00.003+08:00

" I know your life can go on without me,
that you can be happy without me,
that you can survive without me.
But even if you turn me away,
I will still choose to stay with you and be your sweetest stranger forever. "

2012-01-18T04:07:00.000+08:00

I'm just too much think about you,
But you never think about me . Don't you?

I'm just too care about you.
But you not even care about me . Don't you?

What so ever i did to you, u will never agreed.
AND IM TRYING TO LOVE YOU. IS IT POSSIBLE?

or im just too dumb had a crush on you? -_-

2012-01-15T04:14:00.001+08:00

2012-01-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

"So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over"

"And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough:"

2012-01-13T02:35:00.000+08:00

dia yg ku harap.tapi.. harapan tu seperti nya makin lama mak.in pudar, bila teringat kembali kisah dulu. harapan palsu. sepertinya aku nihanya teman tempat mengadu masalahtapi hakikatnya, luaranya. sepertidua org yg memgimpikan kebahagiaan.

aku silap.dia hanya menganggap akusebagai org yg sesuai untk becerita itu ini. tapi dalam pada masa yg samaterbit satu rasa. yang tah mana datngnya, tanpa di minta sedetik pununtuk merasai perasaan itu.tolong lah... sekali ini je.tnjuk kat aku bahawa kau pun seperti dia,hanyamenganggap aku sebagai teman untkmengadu itu ini...

kalau lah kau tau.mcam mana sakit nyehati ni bla tau yg kau anggap aku hnya teman dan tmpat untk mengadu,setelah hampir semua perkaradi lalui hari2 bersama!

2012-01-12T14:29:00.001+08:00

2012-01-10T02:35:00.000+08:00

dulu kalau nak tgok wayg kene naik melaka, x pun muar,nak makan sesedap skit pergi melaka, fast food yg ada or restaurant yg best2 kat segamat yg ada pizza, mcd, kfc,tu la ngadap tiap2 bulan.skang x ada lagi alasan nak ke melaka or naik kl nak cari mende tu sume, sbab wayang, dominos, sescret recipe, coolblog *motif?* dah ada kat sini hahah and soon shihlin taiwan street snack nak bukak.sume yg aku minat sume dah ada kat sini, x payah lgi nak pegi jauh2 dah, 5 menet je dah sampai kat tmpt2 tu dari umahtapi.... lagi cepat la aku mati gamaknye, adehh

2012-01-09T02:49:00.001+08:00

2012-01-06T21:35:00.001+08:00

2012-01-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

sekolah>kolej>kerja>kawin>mati. waitkawin? #foreveralone #FML

2012-01-04T01:25:00.001+08:00

2012-01-02T05:35:00.001+08:00

pengalaman mendewasakan aku.hmm.terima kasih kepada kau kau kau dan kau.yang pernah isi kekosang dalm diri ni. aku harap.tahun 2012 tahun untk aku fokusuntk masa depan aku.bulan 1 ni insyaAllah.kalau di panjang kan umur.aku pergi practicalselama 3bulan.dan selepas 3 bulan? kemana aku slepas tu? dgn hanyaberbekalkan segulung diploma.di luar sana tu.yg pegangbergulung2 ijazah pun x bekerja lagi.dgn kos kehidupanyang makin hari makin meningkat.memang kte x mintak.memang dah lumrah.aku kene lebih matang slepas ni.belatar mendewasakandiri.no more "makk nak duitt.ayahh nak duit"hmm.tapi bole ke? aku sedar.dalm adik beradik ku.aku yg paling lemah dari segiakademik.tapi perlu ke banding2 kan? walaupun aku gemok dan xberhati perut dan layan lagu rock gergaji *rock gergaji lg ganas dari rock kapak lol*ter-kadang2.aku sentap jugak -_-along akan smbng phd nye pada umur 26. akak aku abes deg umur 23.aku dah 21.bru nak abes dip. aduh.harap2 keputusan last sem ni ok.bole la apply uitm.kalau x.keje 2-3 taun jadi kuli.then smbng mana2ipts. ahh.aku bkan apa nak tlis ni.aku ni lelaki.tggngjawab tu besar.bla dah kawin.bla dah ada anak nanti -_- pelik? x kot ninamanya perancangan masa depan.aishh di mana aku 10, 20 tahun akan datang?apa yg akan aku buat?tercapaiapa yg diimpikan selama ini? sakit otak kembali bla sume ni bermaindalam otak bla nak tido,bla nak pejam mata.ahh!

2011-12-23T02:19:00.002+08:00

2011-12-17T02:15:00.000+08:00

"But I never told you what I should have said
No, I never told you,
I just held it in
And now I miss everything about you
I can't believe it, I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you"

2011-12-13T03:47:00.000+08:00

2011-12-10T03:46:00.001+08:00

hmm

penat la

nak ngadap

SEMUA

hmm

btw, esok along tunang.

pecah sudah tradisi keluarga ~~Datok~~ HJ Maharun

rumah pempuan tu kat jb.

die suruh aku bwat cucpakes,

around 40, saje2 nak bagi orng sane mkn katanya

ni la antara hasilnye

mari buat kecahhhhhh

haha, ni je idea yg kluar dari kepala,

plus google image skit2 dpt la buat mcm ni huhu :P

p/s aku yg x bole tdo ni mcm aku plak yg nak tunang esk, haha jeez -,,-

2011-12-04T21:53:00.001+08:00

2011-12-02T02:19:00.001+08:00

D-U-R-H
kau nak meng-han-jing aku,
kat wall dia,
pastu kluar kat home/newssfeed/ aku
x ke B to the O to the D to the O to the H?

use-ur-brain-when-u-do-something
use-ur-mofo-intelligence-to-overcome-the-crisis-between-us WAHAI BUDAK DEKAN :)

x habis2 lagi dgn KAWAN BARU AKU,
w-t-h : la hawau, dah ku ajak lepak
thousands-excuse-come-out-from-ur-fcking-mouth-BIATCH

SUKA HATI AKU LA NAK KAWAN DENGAN SAPE
aku pon x amek port kau nak belaki tahu?
ade laki pon mcm dah kawin lagaknye.
dulu lepak sampai ayam nak berkokok baru balik.
sekarang lepak sblum pukul 10 LAKI dah suruh balik.
NAK ber-SKYPE-ing punye pasal, hahah bodododododoh la

DAN KAU pulak, dah online pastu invi,
post kat wall mcm x puas hati,
kalau dah x suke, ckp je la, remove je aku
SUSAH? biar aku remove kau,
bagi aku 2-3 hari lagi, kalau mcm tu jugak perangai,
GOODBYE
so-loong-sucker :)

snarai nama yg nak kene remove:
kau , kau dan KAU haha

adoh, sakit otak la camni,

2011-11-30T00:20:00.001+08:00

"You don't know me

And you don't even care"

2011-11-29T01:04:00.001+08:00

And don't go to bed yet, love,
I think it's too early,
And we just need a little time to ourselves.

If my wall clock tells me that it's four
In the morning,
I'll give it hell.

'Cause I've been trying way too long,
To try and be the perfect song,
When our hearts are heavy burdens,
We shouldn't have to bear alone.

So goodnight moon,
And goodnight you,
When you're all that I think about.
All that I dream about.
How'd I ever breathe without...

A goodnight kiss
From goodnight you,
The kind of hope they all talk about.
The kind of feeling we sing about.
Sit in our bedroom and read aloud,
Like a passage from goodnight moon...

And sing for me softly, love,
Your song for tomorrow
And tell me my name's the one sitting in there somewhere

And dream for me anything, but dream
It in color about
We know the sun's still rising but we don't care

'Cause I've been trying way too long,
To try and be the perfect song,
When our hearts are heavy burdens,
We shouldn't have to bear alone.

So goodnight you,
And goodnight moon,
When you're all that I think about.
All that I dream about.
How'd I ever breathe without...

A goodnight kiss
From goodnight you,
The kind of hope they all talk about.
The kind of feelings we sing about.
Sit in our bedrooms and read aloud,
Like a passage from goodnight moon...
From goodnight moon...

Then there you were,
And I saw my Juliet come graceful down the stairs.
It's hard to miss,
The way her eyes light up the room,
And steal the air.

Just feel her lips,
Lock on to every breath I take;
Can't breath it in.

Do you feel us falling?

'Cause I feel us falling...

So goodnight moon,
And goodnight you,
When you're all that I think about.
All that I dream about.
How'd I ever breathe without...

A goodnight kiss
From goodnight you,
The kind of hope they all talk about.
The kind of feeling we sing about.
Sit in our bedrooms and read aloud,
Like a passage from goodnight moon...

Oh, from goodnight moon....

And there you were,
And I saw my Juliet come graceful down the stairs.
It's hard to miss,
The way her eyes light up the room,
And steal the air.

Do you feel us falling?
'Cause I can feel us falling...

2011-11-23T23:54:00.001+08:00

futsal-dan-berkain-pelikat HAHA :P

panas badan jap :P

the-50-cents-ice-cream

malam kotak beracunn

mlm bbq

mkan-dan-makan-dan-makan-dan-makan -_-

the 50cents aiskrem AGAINN , gila murah sedap plak tu :P

jom balikkk! :D

2011-11-22T02:14:00.001+08:00

Second trip to PD was awesomeeeeeee,
will upload the pic soon! :D
such-a-mofo-awesome-trip
wehooo.
tapi muka dah gelap , HEH

2011-11-17T01:33:00.001+08:00

"Enigmatic stream, consciousness unleashed

Drew me into soul magnetic

Turn me on, I can't forget it

Running out of time, visions on my mind

I'm still holding onto nothing

Lord I hope, cos you'll be stood there"

2011-11-17T01:31:00.001+08:00

2011-11-16T01:57:00.001+08:00

2011-11-15T23:09:00.001+08:00

F****!!!!

ya aku jumpe die tadi

ME FCKING MISS U! REALLY! >.<

2011-11-14T04:32:00.001+08:00

2011-11-14T04:21:00.001+08:00

berjaga dari tadi
nak amek ayah kejap lagi,
baru balik dari outstation

cpat la pukul 6 O_O

2011-11-12T04:23:00.001+08:00

2011-11-11T18:28:00.001+08:00

ada siapa2

nak pasang streamyx

nak beli broadband celcom

nak pasang line telephone rumah (TM)

nak pasang UNIIFI

untuk keterangan lanjut

fb - spida_man62@yahoo.com (encik asyheraef) :D

2011-11-11T04:33:00.001+08:00

"You're the colour,

you're the movement and the spin. (Never)

Could it stay with me the whole day long?

Fail with consequence, lose with eloquence

and smile.

I'm not in this movie

I'm not in this song.

Never

Leave me paralyzed, love.

Leave me hypnotized, love."

2011-11-10T07:30:00.001+08:00

Jam 6 pagi,
ku terjaga, sbab hp ayah berbunyi,
ada org call, maybe masalah di pejabat or smthing,
dlam terkebil2 tu, tngok syiling,
dan tiba-tiba
aku terpikir sesuatu,
sesuatu yg aku sendiri x tau
ape bende aku nak pikir tu
sakit otak dibuatnye...

tgok kipas,
jengah kiri,jengah kanan
x keruan di buatnye
jam pun pukol 6.45 pagi

bangun, amek air smayang,
solat subuh,
selesai solat,
rasa haus kat tekak dari bangun tadi,
mcm x boleh tahan dah,

Lalu, panas kan water heater
buat secawan teh apple panas

Dan sampai sekarang, aku x bole lelap mata balik,
sbab pikir balik ape yg aku nak pikir tadi
sampai skarang aku x tau ape yg aku pikir

bila pikir balik, bole gila di buatnye
bila aku cuba pikir ape yg aku sedang cuba pikir,
bila tersedar dari tidur dek deringan hp ayah tadi.

hmm

*ughhhhhhh*

2011-11-06T04:58:00.001+08:00

"The past is like a handful of dust.
It filters through your fingers, disappearing… little by little.
I wish for one day I could go back. In another life, I would do things differently."

trauma -__-

2011-11-02T04:46:00.000+08:00

smalam jam 3 pagi,
masa tu tngah lepak tgok tv sambil baring,
syok layan cite ape tah,
skalia ade mende lalu kat tlinge,
dalam mata yg sepet-sepet nak tertidor tu
buat-buat x tau laaa

masa nak tukar posisi tuka badan
tangan aku yg atas perot tadi
begerak la ke kiri
tah macam mana, ada bende macam tengah lari2 dalam tapak tangn aku
gile scary, pada masa yg sama geli,

kali ke 3 kene kacau, aku dah nampak dari jauh dah mende tu dtg menuju kat akuuuT_T
kononye nak tido bawah, terpaksa lupekan hasrat tu, tido la atas sofa,

ni la natang yg kacau aku samapi trauma, 3 kali beb! siap pegang lagi, ffffffiuuuuuuuuuuuuu gilaaaaaa >.<

2011-11-02T04:05:00.004+08:00

kalau aku pijak lagi natang ni harini,
maknanya dlm sminggu ni dah 3 kali aku kene sengat -________-
tadi ni slamat die terbang dpan aku, hinggap kat ding-ding,
ape lagi!
ni makan dia!
tampar beliau dgn botol hair spray aku -__-
aku x tau dari mane natang ni dtg
ARGH!

RIP mr/mrs lebah >.<

2011-10-31T18:18:00.003+08:00

the best part

click ntuk besar kan

part yg x brape nak best

bukan student ipta/ipts? pelik je

gaji da best da, 4 angka katanya,

tapi bila tgok balik, frist pic tu, sblah kanan atas, ade logo kolej negeri ,

bila aku google, bole tahan prob tempat tu, mcm kolej aku jgak la lebih kurang haha

lagipun, adekah aku akan bekerja di wilayah iskandar yg bakal siap nanti atas nama kolej tu?

tu pun KALAU la, hehs

2011-10-31T05:25:00.000+08:00

ku nak senaraikan jadual aku ketika di rumah HAH, jeez

last 3 days, duduk umah je, sbab sakit kaki tu,

3 hari kot x tgok matahari, GEEZ!

ok 3 hari lpas tu smapai hari ni,

hari pertama tu,

-tdo pukol 3 pagi

-bngun pukol 1 ptg

-mandi

-lepak oltes

-malam around 11-3 pagi ke mekdi, balik umah then tdo

hari ke-dua

-tdo kol 4 pagi

-bgun kol 1 ptg

-mandi

-lepas oltes

-malam kol 12-2pagi ke mekdi

-balik tdo kol 7pagi

dan harini

-bgun kol 4 ptg

-mandi

-hantar pak aku g office, die outstation *lenjan kete habis2 arini*

-oltes mcm biasaaaaaaa

-8 malam baru sampai umah

-tadi g mekdi kol 11, balik kol 2 pagi

- sampai skang x tdo-tdo lagi HESH

same? mane sameee, waktu lain2 kot, aktiviti je lebih kurang, PFFFFFT

2011-10-30T04:01:00.001+08:00

2011-10-29T23:06:00.001+08:00

nak balik ke x, nak balik ke x,

kalau balik kelas x tau de lagi ke x,

kalau x balik, bole jadi bangkai aku kat sini -___-

aku da penat la mengalah, asek simpan je

campalat -__-

oh btw, tuk kau pempuan,

ayat kat blog kau x leh mkn dalam lagi?

pakai tudung mulot cam longkang,

kau ingt kau ade bf kau da ckp bagus?

aku harap kau dgn die kekal lama

dgn mulot kau yg mcm tu *peace*

aku gila bayg? fcuk u la,

kau igt lagi yg kau ckp aku desperate nak cari pempuan lain?

skang ni, aku ke kau?

tulis kat blog kau hina aku,

kau agung kan laki tu,

kita tngok nanti :)

2011-10-27T01:28:00.000+08:00

kaki kanan penyakit lama dtng balik >.<
kaki kiri plak terpijak baby lebah? yg dah mati masa tgah goreng fries tadi, tht lil guy godamn small but, bila jarum die masuk kat kaki, mula2 x de ape2 then cabut, masa tu rasa , WUUUUUUUU
dari celah mana tah die dtg >.<

dan sekarang, badan rasa x sedap >.<
lenguh2, mcm nak demam pon ade ni.

kaki kiri sakit, kaki kanan sakit,
ade sape2 nak pinjam kan saye wheelchair x? UGH

2011-10-21T02:54:00.000+08:00

where on earth i can get this?

2011-10-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

A big smile for ya ( :

2011-10-17T01:32:00.001+08:00

2011-10-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

2011-10-16T04:06:00.001+08:00

2011-10-16T03:57:00.001+08:00

2011-10-16T03:55:00.000+08:00

2011-10-16T03:53:00.000+08:00

aku ada kawan baru?
im like, HELLO?
i make new friend almost everyday i guess.

aku bwat cup cakes. nak bagi kau rasa.
but then. kau kluar dgn orng lain.
aku memang suke pon kluar lepak dgn orn glain.
I DONT TALK TO STRANGER USUALLY
WEI. aku text kau ckp nak kluar dgn kau je kan?

AGH! U RUINED EVERYTHING.
LIKE. ALMOST EVERYTHING >.<

2011-10-16T03:37:00.001+08:00

what are u trying to hide from me?
ur life?
oh come on.
btw.
good job.
makin lama makin pandai :)

2011-10-11T01:39:00.001+08:00

"..and I'm so sick of love songs"

"..so tired of tears"

"and your memory

and how every song reminds me

of what used to be"

"Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Don't make me think about her smile"

2011-10-09T03:42:00.001+08:00

2011-10-09T03:32:00.002+08:00

cuba untuk tidur awal.
MUSTAHIL la kot -_-"
hari-hari mcam nih. sumpah x de life.
WHY WHY WHY AND WHY.

Minggu ni balik awal.
sebab balik dgn along.
So, ahad da kene berangkat pulang.
HELLO SEN-TOL

Tgah pikir, apa nak buat hari selasa and rabu tu.
Mungkin punggah balik dapur rumah yg da mcm sarang
tikus,lembu,biawak, dan semua binatang yg aku rase kalau kluar dari
celah sinki ke peti ais ke, sumpah aku terjun dari tingkat 8 tu -_-"
sape2 yg nak buat pengambaran filem seram, bertajuk DAPUR
boleh la hello2 aku, harge murah2 je, asal dpt cover duit mkn
sbulan jadi la -___-"

Ok, tuka ke topik/
Kalau la sume subject wajib dah amek, kan senang,
mungking skang ni tgah tnggu surat panggilan untuk practical.
HMM
camne la bole lupe nak amek international cuisine tu? -_-"
x pe. pelan-pelan kayuh.*sedap kan ati sendiri*

2011-10-09T03:21:00.002+08:00

2011-10-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

wishlist 2012

yves saint laurent black shirt, >.< naknaknaknaknaknak!

2011-10-07T02:29:00.001+08:00

2011-10-07T02:08:00.001+08:00

"now we can't be friends"

2011-10-05T00:49:00.001+08:00

2011-10-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

"Look out!
Cause I’m just too fake for the world
I know it’s just a game to me
I’m just too fake you see
I wish I didn’t have to be but watch out
I got too much soul for the world
It’s breaking my heart in two
I got too much soul for you
I don’t like it but it’s true"

"Friends turn to strangers, so I’m a stranger, too"

2011-09-30T01:35:00.000+08:00

"I got ice in my veins
blood in my eye
hate in my heart
love in my mind"

2011-09-30T00:54:00.001+08:00

slipar ke earphone? >.<

nice gileeee! :D

yg ni kalau pakai sehari pastu bau kaki melekat, semerbak je bauuu, >.< tgk mcm suede leather je, mcm slipa scholl dulu, gila babai hitam lame2 pakai , pastu bau jgn cite ah >.<

search NINAKIMI kat fb, awsome gilaaaaaaa :D

2011-09-26T02:44:00.001+08:00

lagu fav sblum tido :D
sumbat earphone, mode super bass, pheu pheu pheu :D

2011-09-26T02:20:00.001+08:00

HAHA!eh kau ni,nak yg hot setap je, FU biatch, esh pi lantak hang la :D

Oh ya, menghabis kan sisa2 cuti 6 hari dalam sminggu di sgamat, HAHA giler x de life, shoot
Oh tuhan, bagi la aku kerja >.<
Mintak tlng kawan, tnye kan kerja, 1 dkat toys r us klcc, 1 agi dkat gelato fruity fahrenheit bb

Mintak2 la adaaaaaaa WUUU x sanggup la tahan bosan kat uma tuuuuu
hetu rasa sehari x de sape kat umah, mcm2 aktiviti x masuk akal telah dilakukan, antaranya, sapu umah la, tgok tv la, lepak kat balkoni la, turun g kdai la, kulor kilir bapak bosannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn [full stop]

*senyumm.. keluar kan pisau, then cakap *HELLO FREDDY*
okay, x de motif -_-

2011-09-22T01:38:00.002+08:00

"Y"! iheartyou

will u read this? of course not haha

2011-09-21T01:38:00.001+08:00

"Seems like it's been forever,

That you've been gone"

"I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile."

"I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you."

"It may be over but it won't stop there"

"And in the night we'll wish this never ends"

"Where are you and I'm so sorry"

"I wish I could still call you friend"

Blink182 - I Miss You

Blue October - Hate Me

Fort Minor - where'd you go

Pink - who knew

2011-09-19T13:16:00.002+08:00

2011-09-18T22:44:00.001+08:00

EH :O

2011-09-18T03:50:00.000+08:00

why kids nowadays so stubborn HA!?
GILA BABI AH, baru form 4 da balik kol 2-3 pagi, tah mane silap nye tah ><
bapak aku mmg straight, bak kate mak, org ikot protocol ,
die ka e xboleh, sox boleh la,
yg jadi masalah skang nih die kate x bole, tapi yg sekor ni buat jugak.
aku dulu paling kuat pon g lepak dpn umah ngan member2,

sudah la balik lewat, kononye g men futsal, bukan xleh g men, dahptngbantai men bola, malam ko kuarlagi,
balik pagi pulak tu.
pulak tu merokok mmg da x bole halang dah,
aku pnye kawan MOSTLY perkok tegar,
tapi x de rase la plak nak isap
kalau ayah ngamok kat tlinge kau je x pe, ni ngan aku2 dngo panas jekk
aku nk tgok tv pon x senang.

beso la cpat, maybe ko bole guna otak kau tu, pikir la panjang sikit,
ayah da tua, x kan die nak ajar kau mcm die ajar aku dulu, aku skolah rendah dah kene tibai tu nih,
tapi trima kaseh la, sbab tu yg jadikan aku seorang yg DGR CKP.

kene cucuh api? tali pinggang kulit? getah paip?
sume dah kene, x solat, x dengar ckp bagai

nih baru pasal kes x dengar ckp
henpon tuh, kat tgn, x berenti menaip
mmg byak duit kau topap hari2, DUIT SAPE? -.-
aku dulu pakai henpon lepas spm, dari yg tua sampai la kat aku,
tiba kau form 3 da merasa. wtfish ah

mmg btol la orng ckp, anak last sumpah manja gila
bwat la dajal ape, die akan ikot jgak kehendak kau.
pekik x pekik, ckp je nak ape NAH dpan mata -_-

OK TUKA TOPIC.

sem nih amek 1 subject je >.< . meat dgn essential tu x payah la, buang karen je, dorang kate x wajib, english pon rasennye aku da amek 3,4 nak amek english lagi, aduish

dah tu sminggu 1 kelas, lain2 hari x kan nak lambung segamt je, nak cari kerja, tapi mcm dpt plak,
aku dgn housemate tu same, 1 minggu 1 kelas, mmg KERASSSSS ah kat umah.
housemate yg lain pun dah keje, tmpt yg same plak tu >.< .
jeles gle dgn orng2 yg da g practical, aku je yg tersadai,

kalau dpt keje nih masyuk nehh, dpt duit bole gi berpoya-poya dkt kolm boya >.<

AGHHHHHH I NEED A JOB! bole mensantau, eh merantau, cari pengalaman >.<

MONEYMONEYMONEYMONEY! $$$

*sakit otak, kepala berdenyut2 dek kerana tekanan,*

2011-09-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

ah. aku ni yg makan bangang bodoh kau tu pnah plak aku complaint?
aku chill je, yg bwat aku x puas ati ni sikap kau yg aku rase kau main2 kan aku.
nak ckp tapi x lepas2 nak ckp. sekali dua x pe, kalau la aku ni bole ingt balik yg sblum2 nih, esh, lu kira sendiri la
kau tau kan mmg aku nih suke marah.
tu yg kau bwat main.

LANTAK KAU AH!
*burrrrrp , esh kenyg la pulak mkn lontong neh* om nyom nyom nyom~

2011-09-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

"I miss the days, when, life was simple"
-chris brown-

2011-09-16T00:49:00.001+08:00

eh sial la, aku da lame saba ngn perangai kau tu.
ckp bagi abis bole?
malas ah byak cite,
idontgiveafuckaboutyouanymore.
#kthxbye

2011-09-13T03:30:00.001+08:00

yeay! result dah kluar im happy with it, LIKE SERIOUSLY U HAPPY ? nahh, 50-50 grrr

elok2 dah dpt dua A, tibe2 dpt plak 1 C.
yg aku x puas hati sebab subject yg aku rase bole dpt PLING BUSUK PON B! EH SIAL LA PUIH!
subject AFC, mcm #(*()$* , diroang ckp yg dpt A tu yg lecturer kenal je, mcm haromm.

Nak ckp aku jawatan selalu tnggi tu x ah, tpi janji aritu lain, bagi kerja sama dpt la result ok, die ckp paling x pun B, MANA JANJI? ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, kerja mcm lembu dpt C!? B- pon ok la, x la rase nak mengamuk gila , rase mcm berbaloi la penat2 x pnah x miss dtg kelas,meeting hari jumaat, korban kan masa dari balik kg, isnin dtg lagi ade mise-un-place, x pnah pon bwat dajal ke ape dlm kelas tu last2 C!? HELL-OH C KOT! wtefish laaa

Sudah la dpt c, x ckp lagi dgn kes kelentohong -__-", dulu ckp guna duit sendiri untuk modal bukak kdai tu, punye la semngt nak dpt sales tinggi, tapi last2, WTF PROM NIGHT? DINNER? like i give a shit about that, nak ikot? join? JAUH SKALI! give me back my fckin 50 bucks, im not rich imma poor fag, tahts the reason why i dont join em' , where got money to buy new suit meh? y a lar i knoe no need to buy new shirt/pants and all that, but at least need to match with the theme right? i heard the theme is masquerade i think, can i come to the party just wearin short and polo tee? *SIGH*

Sudah lah tu kene kelentohong pasal dpt 50 bucks + duit untung, nak dpt balik 50 tu pon susah!
chef ckp sapa x nak join bagi name, aku orng first bagi name kat kepala kelas tu, nama amek dah, tapi kene bagi kat chef dulu baru die returnback the 50 bucks tu, boleh plak die bantai balik kampung dlu. Time tu puaasa, abes yg aku nih x de duit da kering mmg tnggu 50 ringgit tu je la nak balik, ko pkir x? haram jadah -__-"

APE2 PUN, SYUKUR JUGAK! dan pasal account aku yg hampir kekantolan tu, dah bole kaw-tim dgn lecturer, die boel tlng lulus kan, bila pikir balik ingt pengorbanan beliau dulu *HAHA* hampir setiap malam lepak kt kolam study account, x pndai2 jugak, gelak sane, gelak sini, kene baling botol la, kene baling kulit durian la, kulit rambutan la,aku main2 kau serious, kene marah bagai, but the moment i cannot forget till now is, U F**T INFRONT OF ME, HAHAHA DAMN U, cant stop laughin u knoe when rememberin that moment, kat sini nak ucap kn ribuan terima kasih kat anak pakcik N***N, F**A* NUR AIN :*betul la kot eja mcm ni? :P) if i were a millionaire i will give u tons of cokolat to u for free until u kawin and got cucu hehe,

da bole tdo da nih, BYE BYE BYE salam, hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir dan batin nye pun adui! *raye ke brape ha?* hehs NYTE

p/s, rindu zaman berak mak cebokan, ayah suapkan, mak tidur kan, ayah beli menan kete dash/gasing/bolaa tennis/pistol mainan/lori/small soldier/bajak/ uih byak gile menan -___-

2011-09-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

[Chris Richardson]

Walk a thousand miles just to see her (see her)

But she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

[Tyga]
Sittin’ on a plane
Reminscing back when I made that mistake

I wish it never ended with a heartbreak

Now your heart broken, tears in ya face
Ask myself why, looking at the sky

If I could turn back I’d make it all right

Praying that you better but its still stormy weather
Don’t wanna let go but the rain wont let up
Now you gone, still thinking bout you everyday
And I know feelings was hurt and you can blame me but
I’m sorry for the games that I played
But now it’s too late
And now she’s

[Chris Richardson]

And now she’s far far away

And I’d do anything just to see her face

But she’s far far away

Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

[Tyga]
It’s cold putting up a fight
Arguing back and forth through the night
Regardless what I said and I don’t most of it
You know I really love you, this the realest goin’ get

It take time to realise what you really wanna know

You was ready for it all but your feelings I ignored
I know my fault, I should’ve gave more
Now you’re miles away and I’m miles on tour
Now it’s drums playing, crowd singing
Light changing, wish you was here to witness all that
It starts fading
They say two wrongs don’t make it right
And I was wrong and now it aint right
[Chris Richardson]
Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

[Bridge: Tyga]
Na na na nah

If I could turn back

If I could make it right

I’d do just that

If I could make it right

I’d do it all tonight
Hold you in my arms, with you I’d spend my life
Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
I’d do just that
If I could turn back
(Come back here again)
[Chris Richardson]
Cause she’s far far away
And I’d do anything just to see her face
But she’s far far away
Walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again

[Bridge: Tyga]
Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
If I could make it right
I’d do it all tonight
Hold you in my arms, with you I’d spend my life
Na na na nah
If I could turn back
If I could make it right
I’d do just that
I’d do just that
If I could turn back

2011-09-12T04:20:00.002+08:00

gua ade baki lagi 1 jam 57 minit sblum bgun solat subuh.
tapi mate x nak pulak lelap2, ish ni yg malas nih.
bila da syok2 dok umah, tbe2 kelas da start, berat je bontot ni nak meninggalkan kerusi dan remote panas kat umah tu. SIGH

esok pulak nak gi que kat admin tu, mintak2 la berjalan dgan lancar nye mcm mane lancar nye mesyuarat aku dlm toilet tadi -___-

Oh semseter last, berharap sngt lepas nih dpt tmpt practical yg elok2, orng yg gila2, x nak la keje dlm pressure, lpas tu keje, then sambung,lpas tuuu, gubai malaysia! perhh cite2 besaa , ape2 pon mari bedoa untk masa depan saya dan jge anda yg sedang membaca entry ni, walupon aku tau x de og yg bace, kire mcm aku ckp sensorang ah kan, trolololjeez

okai masa untok memati kan diri dan menjadi separa bangkai

2011-09-10T03:52:00.000+08:00

Hoi!jgn mkan tu,jgn makan niHoi, x boleh tuu,x boleh nihgila ahh , tahan nafsu makan? mmg x ah kan, lagi plak raya, tapi nak bwat camna kalau dah berpenyakit tu seda2 la -_____-But x mkn tu x mkn ni pantang tu pantang, ni dah macam orng baru lepas bersalin ha, or bentan pon x mcm ni but still penyakit tu dtgWHY WHY WHY WHY ME!

2011-09-08T04:09:00.000+08:00

Hari hari tdo kol 4... Mati laaa camni -_-

2011-09-06T11:26:00.001+08:00

bila sorang2 kat umah -__-

2011-09-05T01:36:00.005+08:00

Hari ni raye ke? malas aku kire, yg aku tau sem baru da nak bukak, insyAllah last sem, malas ngadap dah itu tempat, hehe.

Raya taun nih meriah, walaupun duit raya dpt x sampai 20 ringgit, orng hulor aku ckp " x payah laaa da besau". Tapi bila aku pikir2 balik, dulu aku nak sngt jadi org dewasa, sebab masa aku darjah 3-4 abg aku form 2,3, die lagi dpt byak duet raya, dgn alasan orng pemberi duit raya itu mengatakan bahawasanya die da besar. Maka hipotesis nye makin besar umur anda makin besar lah jumlah duit raya yng anda dapat, tapi yg berlaku sekarang nih ade lah SEBALIKNYE. Tak pe lah, mmg aku x nak pun, x rase iri hati pon dgn kawan yg dpt beratus2 ringgit tu, sebab, tah, x rase pape lah, biase je, sbab maybe aku bole dpt duit tu dgn bekerja part time 2-3 hari je, hee.

Tadi baru lepas layan tv, dari ptg hingga la lewat malam sambung ke pagi, dah azan subuh baru la masuk tido haha. CIte kat tv yg aku rase x pnah ulang lagi cite senario zoo tuh, yg lain tu rasenye da bole hapal skrip kuttt.

Raya tahun nih jugak yg paling awesome! Tapi sblum tu pon awsome jugak, i mean masa puasa, ktorang bwat gatehring berbuka kat restoran arshad, lepas pergi restoran arshad pergi bazar malam dkat dataran, mmg meriahhhh, ade la dalam 30 org.

Masa raya pun meriah jugakkkk, ade dalam 3-6 kerete, ade yg bawak pastu tinggal kat mana2 then join kerete lain , jimat minyak jimat space kalau nak parking kat rumah yg beraya nanti.

Malas ckp byak, org ckp gambar tu ada 1001 maksud *pepandai je* sooo meh layan gambau pulak :D

BERBUKAAAAAAAAA

puteri

safwan

shede theretardedboys haha

nona izuddin

kak long zirah amirah . dan ramai lagiii x kan nak upload sume kan, jadi 1 page je plak kang post nih :P tpi yg pergi aritu kalau x silap *nak uji otak jap,ingt ke x ingt*, kak long, mei, syuadah, tom, nad, zirah , puteri, nona, izuddin, solihin, apiz, dinie faiz, safwan suhail , syede, hafiz, acai, leha, amin.........ok phailed x ingt patut nye sume skali ade 30 org -____-"

NIH MASA RAYAAAA pulak

ktorang gi beraya lepas solat jumaat planning nye tapi mcm biasa ah kan janji melayu, aku pon malas nak tuka baju dulu, pakai je jubah tu, raya umah kak long then ramai2 dah ada baru gerakkkk

photog naik avanza, myvi aku, kelisa suhail, kenari shede, saga fl amer, zirah tnggal kete die kat umah arbakyah malas nak drive

xD cari saya!"

the gangsta lah sangat =..=

abess daaaa. ape2 pun blum terlambat lagi kot nak ucap salmat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin kosong-kosong yeh semua terutama F :)

but before that, i wanna show u guys this pic,

nais kan? balik kampooongg w0o0o0 balik kamponggg, wo0o0 naik SEM! *SIGH* NYTE!

2011-09-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

awek baruu :D

2011-09-02T01:52:00.001+08:00

she's damn cute oh! :D

2011-08-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

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2011-08-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

bak kata 'F' *life must goes on*
ya, i will...

2011-08-20T02:38:00.005+08:00

sblum tdo layan secawan askem gelato fruittttyyy omnyom nyom nyom.ehh japp

ada lagiii semangkukk sape nak? huahua kwan saye keje kat sane dia bawak balikk huhu heaven gilaaa
gamba dgn sengaja di tebalikan.hehs

hapdate via talipon. charger laptop rosak bwat kali yg ke lapan puluh ratus! sighh

2011-08-19T03:13:00.002+08:00

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